I love pro-wrestling. And if anybody accused me for loving it solely due to its homoeroticism, I won’t lie. No offense to those who respect the craft & discipline and actual athleticism & sportsmanship of being a pro-wrestler.
In its essence, I enjoy watching the drama on display. Though the storylines have gotten “complex,” the very tale of good vs. evil is the basic groundwork for all of the conflict and drama. Besides watching the handful of burly masculinity on display, there are two specific things that I crave and look for:
1. Cocky Arrogance
Ah, yes. As the typical heterosexual gets aroused from “dirty talk,” my personal phone sex is more of a “tv sex.” I enjoy watching & listening to bearish wrestlers who are typically “heels.” The cocky arrogance they exude is almost like a euphoric sexual spell that simply dazzles the eyes & ears and mesmerizes the heart & loin. The above clip with Sonny Roselli is great, though the following video montage will better explain what I’m talking about:
See what I mean? Not only do I get the bonus armpits shots with the arm flexings, I get to see a man. A real man. Confidence and arrogance become a blur. He’s a true man and he’s not ashamed to brag about it. He’s big, he’s strong, and he’ll let you know about it… This brings me to the second thing:
2. Deserved Beatdowns
“Just desserts,” “karma,” “what goes around, comes back around”… However you slice it, the cocky arrogant bad guy gets what’s coming to him. He gets the beatdown that he deserves. It’s what the fans want to see. They love to hate the heel. As I do too, though in a much different manner, since I’m actually loving the heel. The following is another video montage of Sonny Roselli — this time, he’s getting the beatdown:
To this day, I am not sure why I find the cocky arrogant bearish wrestler getting beat up to be tremendously arousing. To be clear, I’m not into actual physical violence. I’m more into the fantasy/make-believe type of play-wrestling, if you will. Still, I don’t understand why I prefer seeing the big guy get beat up rather than the other non-bear opponent. Browsing the web, there tend to be more men who are just the opposite: they enjoy seeing the big bear guy beat up the other guy — specifically, smaller guys who are typically “jobbers” (more often than not, these jobbers and babyfaces are smaller in nature and are typically labeled as “twinks”).
Still, I think it’s the fact that I know that these big wrestlers can handle the so-called “deserved beatdowns.” As they can confidently display their arrogance, they, too, can handle the same “punishments” they dish out to the helpless and weak jobbers. A Yin and Yang thing of sorts, I guess? Perhaps I love the strong and weak part of such bearish warriors?
Yes, I do romanticize my attractions. Thing is, such attractions have been labeled by certain educated medical circles as “Paraphilia.” Ah, but that is for another discussion…
most of the clips i’ve extracted for the montages came from this source:
ihwwrestling @ youtube
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